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The world is not within my forte...but I shall play it for all its worth anyway.
The Perceptions of a Muddled Existence
by xstarxdestined
Age: N/A  Sex: F

211 Entries
# Entry Date
1 212 (Time of Death) 22/07/2008 11:17 GMT
2 211 (Roller Coaster) 22/07/2008 01:14 GMT
3 210 (Relieved) 20/07/2008 04:58 GMT
4 209 (Upset) 20/07/2008 01:41 GMT
5 208 (Can't count) 19/07/2008 12:15 GMT
6 207 (pictures) 18/07/2008 04:33 GMT
7 206 (Reflection) 18/07/2008 04:07 GMT
8 204 (pseudo) 13/07/2008 10:41 GMT
9 204 11/07/2008 01:35 GMT
10 203 06/07/2008 08:29 GMT
11 202 30/06/2008 03:43 GMT
12 201 28/06/2008 11:34 GMT
13 200 28/06/2008 02:09 GMT
14 198 24/06/2008 10:33 GMT
15 Ugh.... 24/06/2008 02:07 GMT
16 George Carlin died...:( 23/06/2008 11:06 GMT
17 Thought it was gone, but I only hadn't named it. 22/06/2008 01:24 GMT
18 Useless? 20/06/2008 12:17 GMT
19 What was it all about again? 20/06/2008 09:17 GMT
20 Very contemplative. 20/06/2008 01:25 GMT
21 Well, it's basically back to normal. 17/06/2008 11:58 GMT
22 Painless or playful? 14/06/2008 10:19 GMT
23 And after all the hype.... 14/06/2008 09:50 GMT
24 Semi. 14/06/2008 09:15 GMT
25 Such a pointless attack. 13/06/2008 03:09 GMT
26 Dad gets to come home tomorrow. 12/06/2008 07:03 GMT
27 Wow...and update! It's been a few days. 09/06/2008 04:20 GMT
28 Members Only. 27/05/2008 03:23 GMT
29 This entry has a 98% chance of being discovered. 26/05/2008 10:22 GMT
30 I was used as a trampoline...:) 23/05/2008 11:37 GMT
31 Pictures of nothing. 22/05/2008 07:46 GMT
32 I've run out of good titles. 17/05/2008 10:43 GMT
33 No idea where this is going. 13/05/2008 08:46 GMT
34 I'm toasteh..:) 09/05/2008 05:46 GMT
35 In the heat of the night..ahaha.. 03/05/2008 05:24 GMT
36 Well, I was going to write a massive entry.. 02/05/2008 09:16 GMT
37 I hate it when someone looks over my shoulder..... 30/04/2008 06:52 GMT
38 I need to pick one thing to finish... 23/04/2008 12:57 GMT
39 MDD has let me down..*sigh* 16/04/2008 09:28 GMT
40 It's been awhile MDD....New site. 14/04/2008 09:24 GMT
41 Is it really so wrong? 07/04/2008 02:49 GMT
42 Well, it is sort of strange. 31/03/2008 10:43 GMT
43 And continuing on the path of oddities... 28/03/2008 04:33 GMT
44 Not being able to breathe is scary..:( 28/03/2008 01:33 GMT
45 :D...I want to quit my job. 27/03/2008 12:14 GMT
46 I feel strange. 24/03/2008 02:21 GMT
47 Godbaby update!! :) 19/03/2008 09:38 GMT
48 So, I may get to help name my godbaby.. 18/03/2008 11:22 GMT
49 Surprise..Surprise...It's a boy! 18/03/2008 02:31 GMT
50 Gah..It's gonna be a mad house... 17/03/2008 05:03 GMT
51 It dawns on you slowly.... 13/03/2008 07:35 GMT
52 OH MY FACE!! 12/03/2008 09:50 GMT
53 Ever felt you walked into an emotional wall... 11/03/2008 08:12 GMT
54 So which am I to be true to? 09/03/2008 11:17 GMT
55 Sheesh. I ought to just update one entry every day 06/03/2008 06:15 GMT
56 Mostly dedicated to soldiers. 06/03/2008 05:50 GMT
57 Gah... 06/03/2008 02:51 GMT
58 I bought toys for work.... 05/03/2008 06:48 GMT
59 I got my nose pierced... 29/02/2008 06:50 GMT
60 Drugs and being sentimental... 28/02/2008 08:51 GMT
61 Well, if you're quite finished...oh good beejebus. 26/02/2008 11:43 GMT
62 This is kind of awful of me...isn't it? 26/02/2008 10:29 GMT
63 I took my first calls today.. 22/02/2008 06:26 GMT
64 something is a little off... 16/02/2008 05:43 GMT
65 memyselfandme (author)... 14/02/2008 09:27 GMT
66 Not sure I have a subject, really... 14/02/2008 06:43 GMT
67 Hmm...It's been a few days.. 12/02/2008 04:07 GMT
68 What is this? 08/02/2008 09:28 GMT
69 I kind of feel like I've neglected him.. 05/02/2008 12:43 GMT
70 I feel like total crap.. 05/02/2008 09:22 GMT
71 The most random song ever... 04/02/2008 09:12 GMT
72 I love my new laptop..and I should be in bed... 04/02/2008 07:48 GMT
73 My poor little ball python... 02/02/2008 09:55 GMT
74 Oh how sweet that feeling of guilt is... 02/02/2008 05:33 GMT
75 Well at least it's the good sort of snapping... 01/02/2008 08:38 GMT
76 Catchy titles? Not for me... 28/01/2008 05:19 GMT
77 There is something to be said for this. 21/01/2008 07:39 GMT
78 So, I have to get up at 3:30... 16/01/2008 12:38 GMT
79 There was this one thing.... 14/01/2008 09:01 GMT
80 I'm kind of ready to fall over from sleep dep.... 14/01/2008 01:11 GMT
81 I thought it would be a cold day in..well you know 10/01/2008 08:51 GMT
82 I'm up..and I bit the bullet... 08/01/2008 06:15 GMT
83 It's almost like pulling teeth.... 06/01/2008 02:36 GMT
84 Is it sneaking up on me? 01/01/2008 02:47 GMT
85 So I suppose the New Year gets a fresh start. 30/12/2007 05:09 GMT
86 Yea, so..one of the guys I know found this diary.. 26/12/2007 03:59 GMT
87 You should tell me how to copy and paste on this.. 25/12/2007 09:08 GMT
88 I'm on the verge of a mental breakthrough.. 23/12/2007 09:57 GMT
89 Something strange happened yesterday... 23/12/2007 05:54 GMT
90 It's not tha tmuch of a shock, really. 21/12/2007 09:37 GMT
91 Instead of being sad... 21/12/2007 05:21 GMT
92 I pretty much had to do it... 20/12/2007 12:06 GMT
93 So I was brilliant for once... 20/12/2007 06:32 GMT
94 I'm just blowing this thing up today... 19/12/2007 02:03 GMT
95 Blank....<---why can't I just leave it that way? 18/12/2007 08:18 GMT
96 I'm in a really good mood. 18/12/2007 07:35 GMT
97 My cage was rattled today... 18/12/2007 07:13 GMT
98 I do wish for the impossible.... 17/12/2007 07:18 GMT
99 Probably going to be all over the place.... 15/12/2007 09:15 GMT
100 That didn't go so well. 14/12/2007 01:27 GMT
101 Well, I made my decision last night. 11/12/2007 08:45 GMT
102 Dear MDD Community...I Love You..lol. 10/12/2007 04:30 GMT
103 Well I had an entry written... 07/12/2007 06:19 GMT
104 wow...108 entries... 27/11/2007 10:59 GMT
105 am i gonna wish i hadnt later? 27/11/2007 02:16 GMT
106 what is this anyway? 20/11/2007 05:59 GMT
107 ugh...prince charming? 18/11/2007 06:01 GMT
108 4 times....4 bloody times.. 17/11/2007 12:42 GMT
109 for the love of sleep..why am i still up?!?!?! 17/11/2007 06:13 GMT
110 nothing specific..just thinking out loud... 14/11/2007 09:54 GMT
111 bear with me on this one.. 10/11/2007 04:09 GMT
112 well its another reflective entry...go figure..ha 10/11/2007 01:53 GMT
113 eh...ive got nothing... 06/11/2007 05:58 GMT
114 well..its a step closer..in a way... 05/11/2007 07:29 GMT
115 im back but im not home... 02/11/2007 08:29 GMT
116 im not sure whether to be excited or sad... 29/10/2007 02:02 GMT
117 is this gonna be what i think it is? 28/10/2007 12:37 GMT
118 its a little past 5:30 in the morning... 26/10/2007 05:36 GMT
119 yea..im not going semi...it seems the easy way out 24/10/2007 07:41 GMT
120 its kind of bugging me...but im not sure i care 24/10/2007 03:59 GMT
121 hmmm... 23/10/2007 12:02 GMT
122 heres that other entry i promised.. 23/10/2007 07:38 GMT
123 do i ever put an interesting subject? 23/10/2007 05:35 GMT
124 dont need it!! haha 22/10/2007 03:26 GMT
125 im pretty sure ive written about this before.. 22/10/2007 02:28 GMT
126 that last entry.... 19/10/2007 03:03 GMT
127 im trying to work through to who i am.... 19/10/2007 02:54 GMT
128 a stroll down memory lane... 18/10/2007 05:01 GMT
129 is it bad to be that curious? 17/10/2007 07:27 GMT
130 im not sure how to act when he calls me... 15/10/2007 01:35 GMT
131 well... 14/10/2007 07:59 GMT
132 this might be a real entry... 14/10/2007 07:02 GMT
133 they simply arent alive at 2 in the afternoon.. 14/10/2007 01:51 GMT
134 is it possible to find a guy friend? 14/10/2007 01:31 GMT
135 im probably going to be getting a new job.. 13/10/2007 08:46 GMT
136 he sketched it out for me..i didnt expect him to.. 12/10/2007 11:17 GMT
137 im thinking about going semi private... 09/10/2007 02:45 GMT
138 im relieved.. 09/10/2007 02:23 GMT
139 i feel as though it really is my fault... 08/10/2007 07:20 GMT
140 ive just been kind of down... 08/10/2007 06:58 GMT
141 should i refrain? 08/10/2007 06:21 GMT
142 and its my birthday... 07/10/2007 03:08 GMT
143 so we walked.. 06/10/2007 08:11 GMT
144 yea...so i was crying... 06/10/2007 04:07 GMT
145 i want a pen pal.. 05/10/2007 03:47 GMT
146 4 girls watching a chick flick.. 04/10/2007 10:16 GMT
147 my birthday is on Sunday.. 03/10/2007 09:08 GMT
148 for once it has nothing to do with me.. 02/10/2007 12:24 GMT
149 i turn 20 next weekend.... 30/09/2007 05:14 GMT
150 i believe that i truly am done with it... 27/09/2007 12:44 GMT
151 ive got it right in my head now... 27/09/2007 10:14 GMT
152 something occured to me... 25/09/2007 12:40 GMT
153 ew... 25/09/2007 02:20 GMT
154 N/A 23/09/2007 12:40 GMT
155 alright..time to unleash a bomb... 20/09/2007 11:12 GMT
156 i dont need to be losing friends... 18/09/2007 12:45 GMT
157 so im completely happy again.. 17/09/2007 04:20 GMT
158 well...its not so bad... 13/09/2007 12:41 GMT
159 there are a few things i dont quite understand.... 09/09/2007 11:51 GMT
160 so...im adjusted to this new social life i have... 30/08/2007 09:46 GMT
161 i feel....quite calm now.. 27/08/2007 01:20 GMT
162 so i do still find myself.... 26/08/2007 03:04 GMT
163 i kind of dread it the closer it comes... 25/08/2007 12:40 GMT
164 so..credit cards freak me out... 25/08/2007 02:19 GMT
165 i mean its ok to feel better then that right? 23/08/2007 07:23 GMT
166 thanks so much for your comments!! 23/08/2007 02:50 GMT
167 geez louise... 22/08/2007 12:23 GMT
168 im not feeling my best presently... 22/08/2007 10:59 GMT
169 so is this a go ahead to give up on him..? 13/08/2007 04:11 GMT
170 why the small font and colors you cant read behind 13/08/2007 04:11 GMT
171 yea..this is kind of different... 11/08/2007 08:02 GMT
172 im having a hard time with this... 11/08/2007 02:48 GMT
173 i told him how i feel...plain and simple.. 08/08/2007 02:17 GMT
174 what is wrong with the old fashioned ways? 07/08/2007 02:06 GMT
175 yes..yes i remembered what i was gonna write.. 06/08/2007 10:47 GMT
176 i havent written in a bit..but a lot has happened. 06/08/2007 03:41 GMT
177 im writing a letter to no one. 30/07/2007 08:55 GMT
178 ive turned over that dark old leaf. 29/07/2007 01:53 GMT
179 ive worked myself into a tizzy again... 27/07/2007 06:22 GMT
180 i think there was a little lying involved... 26/07/2007 11:37 GMT
181 it might be a bad idea... 26/07/2007 04:19 GMT
182 sometimes its not clear... 26/07/2007 03:23 GMT
183 frantically calm.... 25/07/2007 09:30 GMT
184 well..he rambled for a good 5 minutes... 25/07/2007 04:03 GMT
185 My Rah-Baby.... 24/07/2007 10:43 GMT
186 show some creativity!! 23/07/2007 07:24 GMT
187 *no matter what* should come with a disclaimer.... 23/07/2007 06:14 GMT
188 tripping shrooms?..why? 22/07/2007 01:07 GMT
189 im really excited about this oppurtunity!! 20/07/2007 11:37 GMT
190 not sure where this is headed..<3 20/07/2007 07:08 GMT
191 now that the stressing out grace period is over... 19/07/2007 11:02 GMT
192 i have somehing relevant to complain about..woo!! 18/07/2007 11:26 GMT
193 how exactly is everything going..? 17/07/2007 11:46 GMT
194 peanuts and....horsecrap... 16/07/2007 11:42 GMT
195 if ex's are as such for a reason..then why...? 15/07/2007 10:52 GMT
196 so it goes from being pissy to whoa is me... 11/07/2007 09:23 GMT
197 can anyone lend me a hand with this? 11/07/2007 08:50 GMT
198 some people's plates are just bigger... 05/07/2007 01:15 GMT
199 this is pathetic..you might get a kick out of it.. 19/06/2007 07:05 GMT
200 I love poetry..i do..but give it a break sometimes 19/06/2007 04:01 GMT
201 kind of elementary...but oh well... 18/06/2007 01:27 GMT
202 is it just me or is everyone losing their mind? 16/06/2007 02:12 GMT
203 confusion is intensified by ragging...i swear.... 13/06/2007 01:06 GMT
204 so its kind of messed up... 09/06/2007 08:20 GMT
205 the guys i know have periods...i swear... 09/06/2007 07:33 GMT
206 Have you ever been in this position? 29/05/2007 02:21 GMT
207 meh weh... 24/05/2007 06:22 GMT
208 So there's not a lot I can do. 24/05/2007 03:32 GMT
209 Now its gonna make its way around again... 24/05/2007 01:01 GMT
210 how exactly am i any different? 22/05/2007 05:03 GMT
211 the smell of a new journal...bleck.... 21/05/2007 05:11 GMT

 
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